Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
Monday, August 07, 2006
Hmm.. finally i had finish most of my projects. and now, i am left with few more. hope everything gonna be fine. and hope that i can pass everything bah. todae commsk test was sux! hias i think i gonna failed this time.
life in poly was quite okay le. but, i can see conflict in the class.. competition too. hias. why everyone wanna get the first? i mean, i dun see a need to be so proud of demself . boosting how go0d they are. isnt life suffering this way?
instead, i choose to be the slacker. Not very slack. but quite slack. hahas. cos i reali dunno what had happened to me..? issit becos of the tonnes and tonnes of work that is being thrown to us? i reali dunno. i search for an answer. but i cant . where is the motivated sueh li gone? i wondered.
tml gonna go back to secondary school. i wish to be like a secondary scho0l sudent once more. how i hope... the laughter we share. the curry we eat... but i reali hate one thing... the conflict we had.. hahas.
have anyone ever search thru their heart.? search for the pure self? i tried . reali tried hard. but i cant anymore. no soul in this world is pure. when everyone gets older and older, he or she gets more influence, its either bad or better. but, to me, no one knows .. expect urself. one cant judge the other one too... cos, u never know will dere be one dae this happened to u too.
life still gonna go on.. after seconary scho0l, after poly, after uni, after everything and anything, we got to learn ..personality do change due to environment and situation. its only ones perception that determine what they see.
maybe to me, i may think that now , my life was in a mess.. but maybe to u , it is not tt bad after all. i need motivation to moved on. i reali need. hias.
deep down in my heart. dere is still a scar..a scar tt i dunno when it will heal . heal 40 % at least. but, i think it will take a long long time. its real deep. deep until no words can decribes. how am i goin to defend the devil? may the lord be with me pls...
if onli he stay this way(without the head), i think i will fall for him!! 
sentosa report dae.
life in poly was quite okay le. but, i can see conflict in the class.. competition too. hias. why everyone wanna get the first? i mean, i dun see a need to be so proud of demself . boosting how go0d they are. isnt life suffering this way?
instead, i choose to be the slacker. Not very slack. but quite slack. hahas. cos i reali dunno what had happened to me..? issit becos of the tonnes and tonnes of work that is being thrown to us? i reali dunno. i search for an answer. but i cant . where is the motivated sueh li gone? i wondered.
tml gonna go back to secondary school. i wish to be like a secondary scho0l sudent once more. how i hope... the laughter we share. the curry we eat... but i reali hate one thing... the conflict we had.. hahas.
have anyone ever search thru their heart.? search for the pure self? i tried . reali tried hard. but i cant anymore. no soul in this world is pure. when everyone gets older and older, he or she gets more influence, its either bad or better. but, to me, no one knows .. expect urself. one cant judge the other one too... cos, u never know will dere be one dae this happened to u too.
life still gonna go on.. after seconary scho0l, after poly, after uni, after everything and anything, we got to learn ..personality do change due to environment and situation. its only ones perception that determine what they see.
maybe to me, i may think that now , my life was in a mess.. but maybe to u , it is not tt bad after all. i need motivation to moved on. i reali need. hias.
deep down in my heart. dere is still a scar..a scar tt i dunno when it will heal . heal 40 % at least. but, i think it will take a long long time. its real deep. deep until no words can decribes. how am i goin to defend the devil? may the lord be with me pls...
if onli he stay this way(without the head), i think i will fall for him!! 
sentosa report dae.