Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
i was sick today. so never go to work. hias. here goes my pay! arh! nvm.. at least, i get to sleep alot today. haha.
hias. i feel that the mess in my life is getting more and more difficult to solve? i really dun know wad should i do in order to put all the things in place again? why am i always the same? why i cant change myself since secondary scho0l life? why i always not contented with what i have and keep having a high expectation of what i have and dumped it in a day? hias. i am left with a scar.. i seriously cant forget 'that' thing that had happened to me . i regret! hias. but what now can i do ? what had happened cannot be undone. i am focing myself to life a happy life. but am i? i wondered.my happy soul is gone jus within a night. now am i still the same sueh li? i am still thinkin .. hias.. problems of relationship, friendship, realtionship with parents,the problems i am facing.. the character i have make my life in a mess.. =( |