Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
Monday, June 19, 2006
just nw i was sent with this email... i cried. i sad. but i doubt too... do u mean it? i feel so guilty . sorry is all i can sae. i will change. but must become the old me? do u reali be happy wit the OLD sueh li?
Hmmm…maybe true..I didn’t try t0 understand…budd 0n de 0ther side…I d0n wish t0 understand…bec0s I d0wan t0 n0e y u became lyk tis…And I jus d0n understand why u bec0me lyk tis…I hate this…I really hate this…I really d0n understand why u became lyk tis…I just really hate this…I really d0….I d0n lyk…I really d0n lyk….Budd at the same time…I d0n wish t0 care…I just really d0n wish t0 care…Budd ther is just smth that tells me I muz care…I need t0 care…I just need t0 flare everything 0ut…bec0s I just need t0…Just bec0s u r u…that’s y I need t0 say n care….
Maybe I cared in the wr0ng way? I dunn0..Budd all I n0e…The gurl I knew 0nce is g0ne already? Really g0ne ler mahs…I just d0n understand wad has g0ne int0 u…Made u lyk tt…bec0ming s0 wild suddenly….Maybe wad 0ther ppl say was true…I’m nvr g0nna get that u back agn?? I dunn0…I nvr imagine that ther will be a day u changed s0 drastically…And it hurts l0r…
I n0e u will be thinking why n0 0ne say ade budd u…ade can g0 clubbing can g0 0ut with big bunch 0f guys…budd n0 ppl say her…Gurl….Its n0t that we d0wan t0 say her….Its just that U mean m0re…U understand? That’s y I wanna say and I needa say…jus bec0s u mean m0re…u understand? I d0wan my fren t0 bec0me lyk tis…Give ppl say…then lata kanna cheated by ppl wat s0 ever….The feeling…Just c0mpletely sux…really sux can…I just wanna prevent…As a fren…I just wanna pr0tect..wanna prevent…All I wan is t0 pr0tect u…I d0wan u kanna hurt…
I n0e 0utside w0rld seems “fun” and “interesting”…And u r curi0us…I am to0….Budd I just feel that u sh0uldnt be g0ing ther yet…And I wanna warn u smth…Alth0ugh u may think that ur p0ly frens r gd…budd I just wanna tell u…Jus beware 0f them…I n0e they may menti0n t0 u places that u nvr g0 b4..And that’s y u wanna try…U d0wan t0 be left 0ut…budd pls…really pls…d0n hv such thinking can?Haiz…
I dunn0 lahs…I oso dunn0 u read ler gt any feelings n0t…0r whether u will listen n0t…And I think this is the last time I am g0ing t0 say u ler…Aiyah..I just dunn0 h0w t0 say lahs…U just d0 wat u lyk…I oso dunn0 wad t0 say…U happy can lia0 ler la…haiz…And this letter is just btw the 2 0f us…bye…Take care…
i simply dunno what and how i must react...
-ILLUSION-
Maybe I cared in the wr0ng way? I dunn0..Budd all I n0e…The gurl I knew 0nce is g0ne already? Really g0ne ler mahs…I just d0n understand wad has g0ne int0 u…Made u lyk tt…bec0ming s0 wild suddenly….Maybe wad 0ther ppl say was true…I’m nvr g0nna get that u back agn?? I dunn0…I nvr imagine that ther will be a day u changed s0 drastically…And it hurts l0r…
I n0e u will be thinking why n0 0ne say ade budd u…ade can g0 clubbing can g0 0ut with big bunch 0f guys…budd n0 ppl say her…Gurl….Its n0t that we d0wan t0 say her….Its just that U mean m0re…U understand? That’s y I wanna say and I needa say…jus bec0s u mean m0re…u understand? I d0wan my fren t0 bec0me lyk tis…Give ppl say…then lata kanna cheated by ppl wat s0 ever….The feeling…Just c0mpletely sux…really sux can…I just wanna prevent…As a fren…I just wanna pr0tect..wanna prevent…All I wan is t0 pr0tect u…I d0wan u kanna hurt…
I n0e 0utside w0rld seems “fun” and “interesting”…And u r curi0us…I am to0….Budd I just feel that u sh0uldnt be g0ing ther yet…And I wanna warn u smth…Alth0ugh u may think that ur p0ly frens r gd…budd I just wanna tell u…Jus beware 0f them…I n0e they may menti0n t0 u places that u nvr g0 b4..And that’s y u wanna try…U d0wan t0 be left 0ut…budd pls…really pls…d0n hv such thinking can?Haiz…
I dunn0 lahs…I oso dunn0 u read ler gt any feelings n0t…0r whether u will listen n0t…And I think this is the last time I am g0ing t0 say u ler…Aiyah..I just dunn0 h0w t0 say lahs…U just d0 wat u lyk…I oso dunn0 wad t0 say…U happy can lia0 ler la…haiz…And this letter is just btw the 2 0f us…bye…Take care…
i simply dunno what and how i must react...