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Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
todae when to church. hahas. talk bout the way god spread his love. he spread his love through us. we must be beokrn to him in order to allow him to use us. hmm.. dere i one stence sturck my in my head. * devil is blocking us from knowing God.* i choose to follow him=) i hope that i can defeat him.
that dae aaron chatted wit mi in msn. i think he tsill hate mi bah. but. every blessing is a reversed of a curse. i hope that i will treasure the people around mi . i hope peeps hu is reading my blog feel the same way too. relationship again. this things just cant get thru my life yeah?! nvm. this part is for peiting, this is a pth u choosing. ur futrue. as wad sister shu fang told u and me just now, god will not force u to do things. he can onli guide u and me thru this path. i bless that u will get thru this asap. find the right path. be happy. In jesus name i pray , amen. relationship nowadae is jus like a post-ad pad. the stickyness gt weaker and weaker when we tear it and put it back again and again. its just like getting into a relationship again and again. in and out. our heart is etting weaker and weaker to believe. to trust. this is true u noe.? even now i get into a relationship, i will sure fear of the previous ones. so , i regret getting in and out of this 'supposingly' sweet things.. =] i needa let heart to rest for some times. as for me, getting over on it? i dunno . i wan to free myslf from all this thing i wan to follow wads god's plan for me. now , at kor house. later they coming. ya.. including him. hope that i will control myself. treat him as a fren. just a fren. goin off at around 11.45pm. =) hias. every little things he do mean alot alot to me. he will find his futrue? a better future indeed. sorry for being the cause of ur scar. i bless that this scar will soon vanished. so that u and her will et toghether. i hereby bless to god will be beside u in every lowest pt of time.=) a sincerely sorry to everyone that i hurt . May the lord with wit u ! |