i tried my best to believe u again. but i cant. seen all the things in friendster. Hmm.. make me wonder more.. whether u r lying..? i tried hardto believe. to understand. to noe the meaning of 'trust'. i feel as if an idiot. nvm. its over. i hate being force. hias. seems that, i am getting further from u . *illusion*

this fews days reali v. busy. after scho0l, went to study.. with shufang, peiting,jon and TL. HMm... finally understand the chapter. Hmm... thanks to shufang. Hmm.. hahas. i finally get moi retribution dis morning. all thanks to joe. hias. dis morning had breakfast with dem. eat away jon de cai por. hahas. cos he onli eat the kuaw. hahas. LOL.went to scho0l for lesson.hias. alot of things happened sia! projects date due.. SOON! hahas. anyway, everything is goin to be over after i few more weeks~! so let wait and everything is gonna be okay! hahas.

after reading my past post, i read thru alot of achieve. hMm... i told myself that i wanna be strong. i wanna be holy. i wan a holy relationship. a holy husband. last week. god tok to me again. i can feel tt he is reminding me of this. so. ya... i am gonna depend on him alone. for he shall lay the perfect path for me.

studies wise, stress. trying hard to finish my revision asap.


thats my face anyway.. this was taken on firework tt dae. hahas. with evelyn.. in train

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