Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
Sunday, August 27, 2006
When Jesus is the Lord, We will Have Peace.
Hmm. but today i cried infornt of the lord. i am sinful ! i am a sinner. Hmm.. i knee before him. i confess with my mouth. please forgive me lord! have i really surrender myself to the lord?have i really done my part as a child of g0d? have i really trust the lord in giving my future to him to decided?
have i...? Hmm... seriously speaking. nope i didnt. i am sinner. i still think of myself before him . so what am i goin to do? i wondered.
as wad god had says:
" if you forget about yourself and looked/seeked for me, you will find me and yourself" this mean that , one will found the true self only when u really put god in the first place of ur heart before anything else.
Your oldself is DEAD
Your new life , which is your real life
- even thou invisible to spectators
is with the CHRIST in GOD
He is your Life
TOday after church, meet him for dinner. we ate and do my studies at the void deck . hahas. talk and crap and taljk and crap. was really having a great time with him . i think he is the person who can make me feel so warm le.. hahas. i love him . we chatted.. ya.. without failed, we chatted on my past again. i noe he doesnt mind bout my past. but , the problem actually lies on me. i hope i can forgt too. =) he hugged me. i know he doesnt want to see me in this state . but i cant help it too. i can try to forget , but i really cant promised u that i realy can. i just hope my life will change with ur presence. cos, u will brighten up my day! u also promised something.. remember? protect me from the evil. hahas. and most importantly , bible study! please.. i really in need of that. hahas.
EVIL EVIL!!
eat away the Uncle!!
JOnathan is dea becos....
hahas