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Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I hate to keep everything to myself . i simply hate the way i am . my CHARACTER! why am i always keep the words in my mouth? i wanted to fight back ! i wanted to said what i want to say! i want to jus speak out.
' HEY! i am also a human okay ! my toleration got limit! i need some respect too.!' - to the him. ' I wanted to care for u ! wanted to help u and listen to ur problem! why the hell are u giving me attitude in return? why am i always the only one u can bully among all of us?! why ur words always seem so fcuked up!'- to the her sometimes i really wonder, where the hell has my guts gone to ? why am i always keepin everything to myself.? i wanted to be a strong girl but where is the confident?none. i never msg mickey much today. Still feel sad. but. i think and think, maybe sarina was right. i shouldnt have care so much . if not others will say that i care too much . after ytd incident. i feel damn bad. and also tired of asking and angry for the same thing over and over again. its the problems between his family and him. maybe i always wanted a guy who is perfect. and i force him to fit into it. i am wrong i think. =(. Tml meeting them 1pm at pasir ris. chalet. lovie lovie . - wishing to be a strong girl who will not get bully anymore. wish wish... |