i seriously feel that my life was in a mess now.. finish chatting wit miao miao . feel abit at ease. abit better. maybe u r right i should give myself a time to settle down. forget and get over the past before adding salt to the wound. i hate myself eventually. i trying to numb myself. somemore , i finds that i wanted to tell u my probs but somehow i hesistate and intend not to tell u anymore . not because i dun wan to tell, its becos, i serious dun think that u will help u in anythings if i tell u .

i am sad. serioudly very sad. the moment u told me the things u will do .. i am sad. i am trying. but i am feeling sufforcating at the same time. so suffering. i admit i still cant forgt the hurt i get. the scar i had received and the precious things he took aaway from me.i am being huanted by the bad happenings. i hate that ! seriously hate that.

working 7am-7pm today. angry.. in fact i very upset about a so called " part time captain" duh!
he didnt do a part in clearing or do anything. only know how to eat eat eat slack slack slack. do things that is so bo liao when we were so busy with refreshing.=*(
somemore, tell everyone that he come here dunslack de... said that the rooms is he turnover and refreshed when he only did some chores. such as moving conference tables. wadever. i dun wan to say about thtat le.

after work went balcony with sooli jie. hahas. my cousin. nv seen her for almost decade. hahas. lovie her alot!

ytd went to newton circle to eat. nice nice! love love! with steph ,eve,ken and me!kaka!
after that went indochine to drink with ken and eve.

thinkin in the process.....

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