surprisingly, after i post the previous blog, somehow, Sun sermon was talking about family. hias. somehow i should forgive my parent. maybe somethings they arae busy earning money to support me. i noe i am not perfect. neither do they . but, some how or wad. i think i should wait for the day to live the way i hope or at least better then before. i pray and pray.

Hmm.. i am currently working.. mostly 7am- 7 pm. which means. i will reach home around 9pm? after dinner bathing and other things. i think i impossibly have enough time for my lovely computer. so . forgive me for not coming online that often. pardon me. =)

i love to work night man. cos i get to eat lesser.! hahas time pass real fast too.i love i love. hahas. but i still dunno how to cut fish PROPERLY. hahas. today went to work and there were only 4 stuff doing level 4 with 9 meetings room. which mean, i will be working at the same place with my slot given. harzardous! Tomorrow meeting baby lim baby hoh , sly ,kenneth sang and others. i think for dining @ newton. meeting them 8 plus after my work.. Hmm... i think i can make it in time.

i am being so paranoid nowadays. i wanted to eat but somehow, my mind resisted me. just like my brain is telling my whole bady that ' SUEH LI! dun eat. avoid temptation! u will grow fatter if u .... ' arh.! starving myself. =(

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