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Oh hello. I am Serene and I am 20 Soon. Chocolates and MTea and money are my favorite things.




Sarina
Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph

Saturday, October 07, 2006

today is the first day i feel so lonely. i am trying to numb myself my workin workin and working. hias. wad the hell am i doing ?~

hias. my life is just like that. i knoe. today work VIP table. panicking about what to prepare and what to do? thanks to KENT helpin me in the back house. hias. but i still feel sad.. when yitwei ask me about BGR. alot of peeps ask.. make me feel damn sad. i got nothing to say ..

suddenly the fear came closer and closer to me. make my life a mess. i hate that! hias. but i have to live on. i have to.

just reach home after going safra to play bowling with Hs they all . hias. sorry to keep everything to u . idun wan u all to worry about me. but somehow, shawn remind me of the past. the reason behind the things i do. hias.i am trying to stay clam. i actually wanted to shout out and brust out all my feeling,my thoughts. hias. but i cant. the things seem so sensitive and personal.

i am trying to find ways to sleep...