Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
Monday, December 11, 2006
Hmm...my dearest uncle tang goin pubbing with his fren.=D i am back home after studying outside with evelyn today. at the mac near her house.
manage to study 3 chapters of macro . hahas. and eat alot of french fries, nuggets,chicken wing wings and drink 4 cups of bubble tea. after thinking what i had taken today, i think i am doubling up my size alr. hahas. anyway, thats not all. after that, MR tang came over to tampines with the pasta the he made specially for me. hahas. we went over to evelyn house at around 8plus and had our pasta dinner . Hmm.. finally baby eve got back her appetite! hahas. ate alot man! legard!
i love the pasta that he made for me. thanks uncle Tang yi wei! hahas.
hmm. i think the problems is coming back again. parent parent parent!! i simple hate their nagging. Hmm. i tried my best to avoid them. sometimes even tried to understand them , what i get? scolding. whatever i do now is jus so bad in her eyes. Hmm... i respect u .. but did u respect me ? my decision? do u realised what things i want most? not money nor freedom. ITs the love from family. since secondary one,the problems kept huanting me. i tot u gave me the chance to change, but , did u ever give me one? in ur eyes , i am jus that AH LIAN .to u , i am surrounded by bad company.
sometimes, how i wish i can share my problems with u . how i wish i can share the experience i gain from my work, the frens that i have. but i think there wun be any chance. the reason is jus so simply, u wont even listen . the only thing u conclude is jus, " u are still a small kid. dun talk all those small kid things. u r not mature yet."
maybe i am being demanding. the freedom u gave me. make me think that i am a parrot in a container. jus that small space u gave me which u think is enough. the small space that allow me to fly is damn small. sometimes i wanted to fly out of the container. but, i didnt. the reasons is very simple. u dun understand ur OWN daughter!
manage to study 3 chapters of macro . hahas. and eat alot of french fries, nuggets,chicken wing wings and drink 4 cups of bubble tea. after thinking what i had taken today, i think i am doubling up my size alr. hahas. anyway, thats not all. after that, MR tang came over to tampines with the pasta the he made specially for me. hahas. we went over to evelyn house at around 8plus and had our pasta dinner . Hmm.. finally baby eve got back her appetite! hahas. ate alot man! legard!
i love the pasta that he made for me. thanks uncle Tang yi wei! hahas.
hmm. i think the problems is coming back again. parent parent parent!! i simple hate their nagging. Hmm. i tried my best to avoid them. sometimes even tried to understand them , what i get? scolding. whatever i do now is jus so bad in her eyes. Hmm... i respect u .. but did u respect me ? my decision? do u realised what things i want most? not money nor freedom. ITs the love from family. since secondary one,the problems kept huanting me. i tot u gave me the chance to change, but , did u ever give me one? in ur eyes , i am jus that AH LIAN .to u , i am surrounded by bad company.
sometimes, how i wish i can share my problems with u . how i wish i can share the experience i gain from my work, the frens that i have. but i think there wun be any chance. the reason is jus so simply, u wont even listen . the only thing u conclude is jus, " u are still a small kid. dun talk all those small kid things. u r not mature yet."
maybe i am being demanding. the freedom u gave me. make me think that i am a parrot in a container. jus that small space u gave me which u think is enough. the small space that allow me to fly is damn small. sometimes i wanted to fly out of the container. but, i didnt. the reasons is very simple. u dun understand ur OWN daughter!