Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
Thursday, December 14, 2006
i am so vexed now.i hate myself being so timid. i wan to be brave ! i wan to be strong! but in the end, i am still the HUMJI sueh li . hias. i dare not rebel. i dare not this and that. WTH am i siA! i am always scare of everything.
hias.
uncle tang, u should know, the things that u said will affects me alot. sometimes the things that u said may be a joke but, to me, it hurts inside. i dunno what more can i do to change myself to suit u .and i cant possibly let u know how i feel which u may think i am only being sensitive. i simply hate myself. hias. will my life be in the mess after u go army ? will i be strong and de independent, protect myself when u r not around? will u be able to know what is happening to me ?
u mean alot to me. thats all i can say. nth else matter.
hias.
uncle tang, u should know, the things that u said will affects me alot. sometimes the things that u said may be a joke but, to me, it hurts inside. i dunno what more can i do to change myself to suit u .and i cant possibly let u know how i feel which u may think i am only being sensitive. i simply hate myself. hias. will my life be in the mess after u go army ? will i be strong and de independent, protect myself when u r not around? will u be able to know what is happening to me ?
u mean alot to me. thats all i can say. nth else matter.