Adeline Phyllis'K Evelyn Steph
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
currently i'm at my cousin house.
hmm...super emo now. Wondering, why i needed love, care and concern so desperately? am i a slut or wad? Or i used to be one in the past life? i'm getting tired of relationship.i'm always realising tt i'm not into true relationship when it's always too late.
its always the beginning of relationship tts so sweet. but i nv look into long term. And wad i've got now?
The consequence sux. i'm slowly destroying myself. My heart, love used to be whole. But now, i'm left with a small part after i've given each small potion to every guy who came into my life.
i hate myself being so selfish.
Perhaps i'm sick and tired of relationship and next moment, i may get into one. if tts so, i'll simply hate my future.
its hard to forget the past, its hard to forget the one i used to love most(maybe until now)
but its even hard for me to control my feelings.Even having a crush..
As for friendship, i'm equally tired of it. if they wanna used me as a tools or even a stepping stone to their objectives, i've given up. i'm timid in telling and expressing how i feel. maybe by keeping everythings inside me is the best way to prevent any misunderstanding or even being detest.
GPA= less den 2.
i'm getting ready to get as low as i can. hmm. no matter how hard i excel. no matter how much more effort i put in, i'll jus get the same grade. All projects i've done , its all over. marks is set. i've given up. tears were shed. nothing more i can do.But i swear i will work hard for my exams. i dun wan to get so low again. I HAD ENOUGH !
hmm...super emo now. Wondering, why i needed love, care and concern so desperately? am i a slut or wad? Or i used to be one in the past life? i'm getting tired of relationship.i'm always realising tt i'm not into true relationship when it's always too late.
its always the beginning of relationship tts so sweet. but i nv look into long term. And wad i've got now?
The consequence sux. i'm slowly destroying myself. My heart, love used to be whole. But now, i'm left with a small part after i've given each small potion to every guy who came into my life.
i hate myself being so selfish.
Perhaps i'm sick and tired of relationship and next moment, i may get into one. if tts so, i'll simply hate my future.
its hard to forget the past, its hard to forget the one i used to love most(maybe until now)
but its even hard for me to control my feelings.Even having a crush..
As for friendship, i'm equally tired of it. if they wanna used me as a tools or even a stepping stone to their objectives, i've given up. i'm timid in telling and expressing how i feel. maybe by keeping everythings inside me is the best way to prevent any misunderstanding or even being detest.
GPA= less den 2.
i'm getting ready to get as low as i can. hmm. no matter how hard i excel. no matter how much more effort i put in, i'll jus get the same grade. All projects i've done , its all over. marks is set. i've given up. tears were shed. nothing more i can do.But i swear i will work hard for my exams. i dun wan to get so low again. I HAD ENOUGH !