First of all, I would like to say. I’ll never turn back on my decision made. Sometimes I just wish for peace and lead my life just back to normal. But somehow, things tend to get cock-up due to some factors. The decision made is not just a sudden things, it’s so much of things accumulate to finally say out the nasty words that I don’t wish to say.
Things doesn’t seems this way from the start. But it got worse and changing seems to be impossible. Both are so stubborn and changes are just verbally. The last phrase of tolerance seems to end off abruptly but, it’s actually a long term issues. It’s just that single matter that triggers the button for the explosion. I’m nasty and mean.
That’s the only way I can do to stop all this sufferings. You said things were getting better but this is your point of view. I’m trying to lie to myself that everything will be okay when problems actually did happen. Whenever things happen, we got so anguish and in the end things will just pass and next time, the same problems happens. What for?
These issues suppose to be just both of us, but you got so many of my friends involved. But I’m happy now. I love the way I’m living and no possibility will I go back to the past r/s. if you say that I’m mean, I’m mean, if you say that I’m the worse person in the world, then I will be.

12:09 AM ·